The Gravity of Your Gaze
I hold this volleyball like I am holding the axis of my own universe, and at 4:12 PM on a humid Tuesday, I wink. To you, it is just a playful gesture in an empty gym; to me, it is the trigger that fractures time into three distinct destinies.
In Timeline A—the most fragile thread—you smile back but turn away to answer your phone. We remain strangers who shared one golden afternoon. I keep this ball as a relic of 'what if,' and years later, you are just a beautiful ghost in my memories when the smell of old rubber floors fills a room.
In Timeline B—the thread woven with slow heat—you step closer to take the ball from me. Your fingertips brush mine for precisely 1.2 seconds; that touch sends an electrical current through both our spines, grounding us in this city's concrete chaos. We spend three years learning each other’s favorite coffee orders and silence habits before we finally kiss under a rainy neon sign on Fifth Avenue.
But I am currently inhabiting Timeline C—the most luminous strand. In this moment, as my eye closes for that wink, the world freezes around us. You don't move; you simply look at me with an expression of sudden recognition, as if we have known each other across a thousand lifetimes in different cities.
I can feel your gaze lingering on my lips and then returning to my eyes just as I open them. The air between us thickens into something tactile—a soft, invisible silk that pulls me toward you. You whisper my name before I’ve even told it to you, and the clock hands stop their frantic spinning.
I will choose this timeline every single time.
Editor: The Clockmaker