The Fresh Produce of Mutual Delusion
I am wearing my 'spontaneous joy' face—the one that suggests I’ve never known a Monday morning deadline or the crushing weight of student loans. It is an expensive mask, crafted from high-thread-count cotton and sheer desperation.
He stands behind me, probably adjusting his glasses while calculating our combined credit scores in his head. He thinks he is 'healing' me by bringing me to this market where fruit costs more than my monthly subscription services. How romantic: two lonely urbanites pretending they are part of a rustic community while smelling like expensive cologne and air-conditioned offices.
But then, the wind catches my hair just right—a cinematic cliché I’ve rehearsed in my sleep—and he whispers something into the crook of my neck that isn't about dinner plans. His breath is warm against skin chilled by a city that doesn't know our names.
Suddenly, the scent of overripe melons and fish scales vanishes. All I can taste is the sudden, sharp hunger for him—a desire so visceral it makes this entire 'healing journey' feel like an elaborate foreplay ritual.
I smile at the camera not because I am happy, but because I know exactly how much skin we are about to uncover once we leave this quaint street and return to our sanctuary of cold sheets and hot breath.
Editor: Cinderella’s Coach